Miracles Do Happen (:

2012-01-25T01:38:00.000-08:00

Just when i was all ready to forget everything, you gave me a reason not to, and then you walked away.

We are young, we are strong,

2012-01-21T19:43:00.000-08:00

Haven been blogging for a real long time hah. Soooo busy with sec 3 life. Off to reunite with my bed, pillows and bolsters and blankets and stuff toys even if i finish my work early, hahaha.

I think Sec 3 is really fun (: Making lots of new friends YAYYYY hahaha and life's getting more exciting. I THINK IM MAD haha x)

Anw, yepp! Today's Chinese new year's eve. Can't wait to get to my grandma's house for reunion dinner!!!! whooohooo \(^^)/ But the ultimate sad thing is that we all have height and weight on Thursday. #Justsaying!!!! And i'm getting damn damn lazy i haven been jogging for like idk how many donkey weeks. teehee :P

Still coughing quite a bit though. But i'm not gonna care x) FOOOOODDDD HERE I COME!!!!

\(^^)/ hahahhahaa.

Okays okays, ending my post here, gonna do LA SIA proposal!!! ;) wish me luck!!!

从此以后，你便会被藏在我心里的最深处。那些回忆..同样也会被埋葬。

Our dreams, they are made up of real things,

2012-01-04T02:58:00.000-08:00

2nd day of school today!! (: Glad that orientation's over. I don't like orientation sorry haha. School's quite okay now haha made new friends ^^ School's officially starting tmr. Dk why but kinda excited but i can't bear to lose my playtime (sounds childish hah) and sleeping time huhu..): Guess will be really busy in like a week's time after school really starts.

These few days really damn sian...why everything become like that!?

Anw when i really can't take it i'm gna spam mudpie.

and i need to think of my dream now. like right now. HAHAHAH i'm mad. okay byeeez. (:

2012!!!!

2011-12-31T22:52:00.000-08:00

my new resolution: to give my 100% in everything that I do (:

Lots of stuff happened this year..Idk what/how to say or describe it. Experienced all sorts of different emotions this year..okay let me be a idiot and say that i think i grew up quite alot this year through all that :P

Anw..NEW YEAR, NEW START!! (:
Kinda excited though (: I think my new resolution is really really tough. I've not much determination to get it done through and have it a successful one. I know this's a really bad start and which means i'll most prolly not get it done but I'm trying.
Because i think that if i give my 100% in everything I do, i'll be real tired. and i mean real..
Okay. omgawd. i'm like writing rubbish. My mind can't really function properly now.

Since it's a new start, i've firmly decided to forget all the stuffs i think i should forget..like some people. Deleted some stuffs on my phone and computer. So i guess this time i'm really sure i'll like...acutally "put in effort" to forget. okay whatever. rubbish again. I just don't know how to phrase it.

Have to be more focused in everything that I do!! Including in class. Gawd hope i won't sleep in class agn like the pass 2 years. Sec 2 was horrible i'm a bad kid. oki, stay focused!!!

righttttttt. focus huh. Back to pack my room now ._. FOCUS!!!! lol being lame, haha (: -.- lll

Dream. Wish. Hope.

2011-12-31T22:25:00.001-08:00

Whooshh!!! okays, yesterday was the last day of year 2011. Shall blog about it first. Haven been blogging for kinda long time.
Met Ximin, Celeste and Christine at Marina Square at 1pm. But opps all of us were a little late :b wanted to eat seoul garden. Have been talking about going there to eat their steamboat for like idk how long!! So finally we decide to go there to try. BUT SO SAD!!! We went there and there wasn't student price but it became more ex cuz' its like the eve of a public holiday -.- huhu ):
Wanted to go Sakae Sushi to eat, but didn't go in the end too, and we went to Hans (:

Ate lunch and crap and stuffs. Bought a apple pie after that even though i was like super full. I just love the pastry---Butter and sugar -.- hahaha :P
After that went around window shopping. Okay, was sort of intended to be window shopping (for me) but i ended up buying some top/jacket whatever idk what is it called. haha. Cel and i bought the same one ^^ Was left with approximately $4.25 after buying it -.- Poor XM and I gawwwddd we were totally broke after shopping.............)): i hate being broke. omg. So i shall work hard next time and earn more $.$ LOL i'm serious.

Went to Starbucks after that cuz' ____ gave Cel a free voucher or smth that can buy any starbucks coffee or smth. Okays cooler. We went Starbucks to chill. HAHAHAAA. Stayed there and blahblahblah talktalktalk and left at around...7? Walked to the mrt...after that headed off to Marina Bay Sands with Christine and Ximin..Cel had to go home..):

Anw yepp..reached the hotel room at around..okay idk 7++pm..?? XM and i were so awkward omgawd hahaha with Chris's family. Felt a bit x-tra cuz i think it was sort of a family gathering..:XXXX >< but anw we had fun too hahaha (: Went around exploring and stuffs, blahblah, went to the sky garden. I LOVE THE POOL MAN HOHOHO <3 My mum didn't allow me to stay till countodwn cuz' of going home probs and stuffs so called her to ask if can stayover hahaha yay she said can ^^ THX MUM!!! spent like sometime there talking rubbish hahaha then we went to queue for Gong Cha. Took like 30 minutes..the queue and we were being lame trying to bet what time we will get our tea :P

Blahblahblah, after that went back up to the room. Played some games with Chris's cousins hahaha quite funny :P teeheee. Played until around 12am, then started to Countdown for fireworks and BOOMBOOMBOOMZZZ ^^ 2012....................~~~
hahaha okay secret secret we 3 did smth ROFL hilarious ttm but okay felt quite bad after that :XX :P

Was actually suppossed to stay over-->(change to: go home)-->(change to:camp at Christine's house). So we left the room there at around 2+am?? Went to Chris house. BOILED MUSHROOM SOUP AT LIKE 3.19am ahahah. Wanted to watch like movie on the tv but we didn't know how to operate the thing :P

OKAY omgawd did kinda lots of stuffs through the night LMAOROFL hahaha!!! Didn't sleep at all omgawd first time ^^ Okies anw....ITS 2012!!!!!!!!!!!
Morning morning morning~~~ Gawd had a terrible stomach ache till i almost couldn't walk :P Ate the cereal Chris gave me and felt better (: Back home to change and take $$ (cuz' i was broke rmb) and went to McD with Chris for breakfast.

Was suppossed to meet TXM later at Marina Barage to fly kite but my eyes became damn tired and i became damn lazy omgawd. So i went home first. (SORRY CHRIS & XM)!!!!!!
At home now blogging this and drinking lipton tea. I can't go to sleep lots of stuff!! Feel like going to west mall to buy gong cha again. Anw now that i'm at home, realised that i've got freaking tons of things to do all suppossed to be done in 2011 but now's like 2012. Etc like pack my room and stuffs. Okay not that i didn't, it just became messy agn -.-

Okay whatever :P packing later. And then still got lots and lots of stuff to do. gawwwd.
Anw had a great awesome last day of 2011 with my friends~~~!!!! CW, TXM, CT. hahahaha <3

Walking down the memory lane, i'm living on the memories,

2011-12-25T18:48:00.001-08:00

Been sleeping at 2+am these days. Just can't sleep idk why. Woke up at 9.55 today. Miracle. First time in the holidays i woke up so late. hehe. Anw,

Christmas..was yesterday (: Went to Church in the morning to see the Christmas play. First time going there since its move, kool man (: After that met Valerine in Orchard. :D

Aiya, okay, shall not elaborate, damn tired, and need to go out for lunch later. gosh, don't feel like going.

Its like walking down the memory lane i wonder how my head works why is it like that.

how i wish i could turn back the clock and put everything back into place,

2011-12-23T20:47:00.000-08:00

BEEN ROTTING AT HOME THESE FEW DAYS OMGAWD. how boring and sad.

Anw..

Today's Christmas even hohoho everyone should be happy :DDD I love Christmas idk why :P

Want to eat alot of chocolates (: Going to the Chinese kotopratic (okay fine idk how to spell). Just some Chinese bone doctor thing. The tuina ppl say there's some problem with my spine which cause the horrible irritating annoying ache on my neck and shoulder. wts. Okay nvm. Hope everything will be okay after today (:

Nothin much today. Going grandma house later as usual. Watch tv. blahblahblah.

Suddenly sort of looking forward to next year. hehe. Sec 3. Sounds so old. (:

为什么貌似这全世界只有你能给我那种感觉

2011-12-23T03:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday--Thursday. Had training in the morning. Didn't really train much and there wasn't the mood to/atmosphere. Because that was Li Jiao Lian's last training session with us )': Gosh, thinking about it, he taught me for 4 years..since primary school sigh* 说长不长，说短不短！Feels kind of weird without him around being my school coach ): 舍不得... haha and anw yepp it has been 4 years and ytd was the ever first time i took a picture with him. how sad is that TT. Now both jiaolian's gone. Just within a week. Sighhh x10000000000. DK what to feel right now and i'm not sure about next year and stuffs and everything. How i wish everything used to be how it was. Just like last year. Last year was perfect i swear (i'm not suppossed to but arg i'm sorry). Quite moody these few days. Feeling super regretful for not sending Chenjiaolian off at the airport..omgawd feel like crying okay should just snap out of it and stop thinking about this stuffs.

#i hate changes, sorry.

Ordered Canadian Pizza..everything was so last minute and rush. Could have a better farewell sigh*. okay shitzxc i'm sighing at everything single thing now.

Haven even completed my math worksheet, circle properties. Don't have mood to do..and i can't sit still. as in sit still doing it. omgawd. Have a feeling that the teacher would want to collect it on the second day of sch huh...say first week, is cheat feelings one. hahaha.

Okays, yeah and anw, rotted at home today. using comp, reading, reading.

Nick Vujicic. <--He's awesome. He was borned without any limbs, but he's braved everything through!! (Y) If only everyone could be as positive as him.. /: ><

Today's quite horrible. Basically because. i. realised. that... okay nvm.

There'll always be this one person that you can't forget. You'll still care just admit it. No matter what, no matter how you think you've got over it, got over the person put the past behind and feel no more like seriously your heart no longer beats for it but just stop and think is it really true?? When the time, place, people, setting, scenario are all in place, no matter what, no matter how you've convinced yourself that you've put it behind you, everything will just come back dismissing all the effort that you've put in. And then you'll know that you were wrong all these while. And know that actually, in fact, you haven't got over it.

2011-12-21T13:25:00.000-08:00

明天最好不要有谁来惹我！！！！！！！！
别逼我！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
擦！！！！！

Feels more and more like i don't really know you,

2011-12-17T19:28:00.000-08:00

Wah becoming very tired and lazy these days~~~ boooooooooooooo ): Time is running out and i've yet to complete my circles properties worksheet omg. I can sense that there'll be a day when i'm gonna freak out or something cuz' i've not completed it and school will be reopening the next day or something. I'm just so lazy.

Forgetting about homework, it bores me now, sorry #just saying hahaha~~

CEL'S BIRTHDAY ON MONDAY--> = TOMORROW. GOING TO USS! :D PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE HOPE IT DOESNT RAIN!!!! ;) Hohoho~ Christmas is coming omg i'm so excited.

Not many days left before school reopen. Time really flies...Seems like it was just yesterday when it was November..when we just came back from Malacca ): Starting to miss friends and work and BK already... sigh*

And anw, yayyy~~ Today is awesome. Cuz' i have good food to eat. Fish head curry for dinner <3 wheeee~~ and ate my favourite beloved green bean soup and sweet potato. omg. i'm mad. hahahaa. Okays, i think this holiday, one of my biggest accomplishment will be/is reading finish a storybook. Whatever, say novel. HAHAHA. some kiddy novel but whatever. #I don't really like to read english books. /:

How great it would be if all food has 0 calories and none of us can ever be full. :DD

P.S then i'll be a chef. #just saying. =) <--- this smiley is so cute.

Paris London Las Vegas

2011-12-15T02:43:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY ON 13 DEC. I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. SPECIAL THANKS TO CELESTE TAN TAN XIMIN CHRISTINE WONG LOUISA CHIONG <3

我很感动！:D

okioki, continue another day! so so much has happened these few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

爱太空

2011-12-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

All plans for today cancelled last minute. So i stayed at home all day long today. Read "before i die" chinese version. couldn't find the english version plus i don't like reading english books. That's why my vocab is so so bad. The quote above totally says it. "To live is the rarest thing in the world, people exist, thats all" and this quote from the drama "人生有多少个十年” haha pretty mad above this.

Ahhhh very tired these few days. Looking forward to my birthday cuz' of something hahaha some retarded thing. Wanna stop work at BK soon but i think Oliver won't let me. Sigh*

Short break from training these few days. Chen jiaolian's farewell on Wednesday...haix... Can't sleep well this holidays dk whats wrong with me. Took a one hour nap in the afternoon, grateful for it, hahaha (: Think i'm falling sick soon oh goshhhh~~~

Dentist in the morning tomorrow...don't wanna change braces colour, but i think i'll get forced to.. nononononononono. I hate it if i put those bright colours or smth and people keep staring at my mouth when i talk. haha. Okay its 10+pm alr but i'm gonna eat baked chestnut soon hahah yumyumyum (;

爱太空那种无奈我们都该学会对自己坦白看不到未来也没有勇气能走开你说可不可笑

2011-12-08T05:39:00.001-08:00

tired tttmmmmm. can't describe this feeling.

Everytime i'm ready to leave, always seems to be pulling in the wrong direction,

2011-12-01T17:27:00.000-08:00

Was suppossed to go out with Valerine ytd. But outing postponed! (:

Slacked at home yesterday. It keep raining these few days and its getting harder to blog because of the keyboard. So hard to press. haha. Read 小说 for very long cuz' i was too bored /: Slack slack slack. Then went opp to shop and save to buy butter bookies omg butter cookies are awesome okay!! <3 plus its mad. they're selling it for $4.95 per tin = 80 biscuits. On promotion. so just buy. hahaha (:

Tried doing the math worksheet. damn. so hard. okay la i think i'm just stupid ._. spent 2 hours doing 2 questions (examples somemore) whattheshyt is that. So sad. Nevermind. Continue to jiayou. By hook or by crook also must finish doing.

Training this morning cancelled last minute. Hear coach voice until want to cry. sad ttm. sigh* why must he leave NY )': Probably won't hear his voice...in like 3/4 weeks time? And when see him in competitions..sigh* sigh* sigh*

Lots of stuffs are bothering me now!!!! crap.

玫瑰花在掉落成了雪中红

2011-11-30T14:11:00.000-08:00

haha omg that's so true. #Just saying.

Wahs very tired lately. Physically. Experienced all sorts of emotions these few weeks too. How to start saying them. Chen Jiao Lian's leaving us, leaving Nanyang )': Arghh. One big mega emotion change ): One of the worse thing ever. Not kidding. sigh*

Anw, Sunday morning and afternoon: training. Dead beat super tired. Skip this.

Monday morning: training in school. Time passed quite fast i guess its because we didn't play comps that training. I like training way much more :b After training went to West Mall Pastamania with Louisa, Ximin and Minyi :D Bus-ed there together with Teng Yue. Talked lots of rubbish super loudly in the bus we were so paisehh cuz' apparently the whole bus was super quiet (upper deck) except us :p

and mg i'm using a old keyboard now cuz' the other one spoiled. so hard to type. I think i can train my finger strength by typing on this keyboard hahaha.

Ordered a combo set A and baked rice crap spend alot of money but its freaking nice esp the baked rice hahahaha lalalala omg. Super duper duper cheesy. I LOVE CHEESE THAT MUCH <3 had cheese for breakfast too lol (: Ate super full~~~ after that everyone was too full to stand up/lazy haha so we kept sitting there and talk talk talk rubbish haha laugh and laugh :b Then we went in. Louisa and XM bought icecream and i had a supe rhard time deciding if i should buy okay. so sad. i'm so indecisive. in the end i didn't buy lol :X

Went to Jurong East MRT station after that wanted to go to popular. The one at west mall got scraped so crappy. and in the end i bai pao yi tang cuz' they re-renovated the JE MRT statio nso popular wasn't there anymore. boohoo.

Tuesday: training in the morning. (:

After that went to work with XM and Christine. Stood for 5 hours doing the onion rings and fries. ohohoh~ as usual time passed damn fast hahha lmao there alot of times the people there are so funny!!!!! this morning wake up backache ahhhh~ haha.

Today morning: training in the morning.

Then bus-ed home with Teng Yue. Went opp house to eat lunch. bought fruit tarts after that crap i regret alot.

shall end this post here i can't type anymore. my fingers are going to break. VERY HARD TO PRESS!!!!!!!!!

Give me a wish right now, yes right now,

2011-11-25T16:40:00.000-08:00

Shall blog about ytd!! Went maris in the morning to train. Idk what happen to me, zheng4 shou2 really no shou2 gan2, jiaolian thought i played comp the whole day. But happy that it improved a bit. (: so yay (: After training for like one hour, then played comps, all the way until 12. Tired tired tired. Changed and stuffs, then took MRT with Louisa, Ximin and Christine. Went to Ion for work with Chris and XM.

Ate at Ion Food Hall. mg i bought the Japanese idk what vegetable pizza or something. Quite nice, but totally not filling ): Was so hungry when working. It was sooo funnn!!! :DDD Like the time really pass very very fast. And the people there are (Y)!!! So niceee!!! ^^

So at first i had training--Lobby. (blog another time, lazy :b) After about one hour, then i went to learn how to do at the counter. Only got the hang of it after like 3 hours omg. The press-press thingy is really complicated to me initially. But expertise (idk how to spell!!) is so funn also! hahaha mg i wanna do counter next time :b But i think i have to learn kitchen stuffs the next time. BUT IT SEEMS FUN TOOO HOHOHO!! 0(^.^)/

Knocked off at 7pm. Had my free meal (HAHAHAHHAHA) before i went back. mg its been super duper duper long since i had a burger how sad hahaha but the burger was awesome. I LOVE BURGERKING NOW <3 their burger is mg. AWESOME LIKE MAD! Haha. Then took bus with Ximin back.

Started to feel tired when i was walking home. When i reached home my eyes almost closed. Slept at 10+pm. Damn tired but dk why can't sleep. mg. so tired so tired. and google chrome is beeing irritating it keeps crashing on me, how sad. /:

Okays! Gonna cut my hair later plus reborn. if not so hard to tie/manage and keeeps idk what when training. $$$$ fly~~~~ i'm gonna earn big bucks when i grow up. Cannot waste money. HAHAHAHA (:

昨晚我梦到你死了，我哭到半死，后悔当初为什么不珍惜。后来醒来，发现是梦，最初有的勇气全都消失了。

you never really can fix a heart,

2011-11-22T02:19:00.000-08:00

Woke up early today!! Reached school at like 8.10am, then went to check out the class allocation thingy. (: Training was...okay la (: Some of my 动作 is just so arghhh need to get them fixed. Jiayousss!!! Today was Li Jiao Lian's trianing so it wasn't so slack, haha. Chenjl's training tmr~

Anw after training went to Ion with Ximin and Christine. Walked around the Ion Food Hall, then went to Burger King for our orientation!!

There were like 4 other girls, same age as us. and ahh! Decided to work 2 days per week cuz' it seems so funnn!! hahaha the manager and the assit manager and the people there are like so nice mg <3 hehehe. Got uniforms and stuffs hohoho :D Walked around the kitchen and stuffs ahhhhh can't wait for Friday, FIRST DAY OF WORK!! ^^

Went home after that~ Mum's birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!! Having good food for dinner later muhahahaha yay ^<

Happy training tomorrow (:

Something that will last forever, forever,

2011-11-21T00:20:00.000-08:00

Woosh. Haven been blogging for beri beri (LOL lerticia hahaha) long. Nothing much happen lately la!! Just that i've been spending alot of money sigh* And i'm hired at burger king!!! hahaha wish Christine and Ximin. But i pulled out on Friday and Saturdays so i'm only working like one day per week. Thank God they didn't fire me. If not i'll get fired even before i start work.

Going for orientation tomorrow i hope my feet can fit the shoes cuz' apparently the manager (idk) didn't ask for my shoe size ): yayyy new experience hohoho~~!!Anw! Had training this morning~ Training these few days very slack, but i think it will be hiong in Decemeber.. STAMINA!!!

Ate alot for lunch. so full now. Val says i'm weird but i love bread. and cookies. HAHAHAHA. <3

okay aiya i also dk what i'm writing. so bored now. okay shall get back to work. Just realised i haven do/read the math worksheet thingy on circle properties. How sad. 17 pages somemore. Jiayous~~~!!!

AND IM IN 305!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE IT'LL BE A FUN CLASS :D

TODAY SO TIREDDD!!!!!! I WANNA SLEEP X>X

2011-11-14T02:55:00.001-08:00

"WE ARE ONLY YOUNG ONCE SO FORGET THE RULES AND PARTY LIKE MAD AND HOLD ON TIGHTLY TO THAT ONE PERSON THAT MATTER SO MUCH TO YOU. "

I'm so not used to it, wished you were here,

2011-11-13T02:45:00.000-08:00

Had a nice sunday today~~ whoohoo :D
Went to church this morning, then went to IMM to buy earrings cox i needed to change and i couldn't even get the earring into my ear see how fail i am hahaha :b Anw yeah, ate lunch, came back, watch tv, used comp, read NEWSPAPER (its been donkey years since i did that), watch tv. Wanted to sleep but decided not to. Okay i'm just typing rubbish and crap since i'm so bored I'm so waiting for 7.30pm to watch my tv show on channel U omg its so nice. (:

There's no need to rush, but we tend do, that's just it,

2011-11-10T18:41:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Malacca with 202 ytd!! (: It was so fun and ohhhhhhohhhhohhhh the food is damn good i ate like a pig like i could eat 5 western tart thingy and 3 paus and a normal plate of breakfast OMG. plus i ate super ltos of pineapple tarts in the night in conclusion i ate like a pig. worse than a pig. and i sort of regret a tiny weenie bit now but its okay cox the food is so damn awesome :DDD

Don't think I'll be blogging about the trip cox i'm super lazy but memories will last a lifetime~~

hehe. Okay i've become super lazy these few days. Haix. Drinking milk now. yumyum. (okay random) Going out later with Louisa~~~ (:

2011-11-07T02:44:00.000-08:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE BREAK THEIR PROMISES.

worse if you put words into my mouth i freaking didn't say.

-.-

2011-11-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

IM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDDD.

It's impossible to fathom with the springs of this world,

2011-11-05T00:57:00.000-07:00

Just came back not long ago!! (:

Went training in the morning. My shoulder's aren't as suan anymore and i'm so happy hahaha i think its because too long nvr train then suddenly so a bit cam. hehe. When i was walking to the MRT station WenXiXi called haha so met her and Lovell at Bishan Library (:

Heheh both Lovell and my legs are like..............had to walk super slowly and WenXixi being lame said that she should walk lamely too hahahaha d; Anw yeah after that came back, blahblahblah, going for tuina later with my brother. After that Going to grandma house. Ahhh haven been to my grandma house for ages..... good food does my grandma cook. hahaha see how cool is that sentence structure. Okay i'm lame and mad.

Malacca trip soon!!! I'm super scared i forget to bring something or something boohooo~

到最后，会不会又是一场空？

COMETS.

2011-11-04T05:57:00.001-07:00

COMPLICATED PIECE OF MESS.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

WHY LIKE THAT.

越弄越乱

And wishes on a star just don't come true,

2011-11-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

Ahhh last day of school today!!! ): Quite sad heh but i think i'll be and everyone else will be sadder on the last day of Malacca trip. Seriously we should have a longer trip like maybe a week or so ); I'll miss 202.

Anw went to school. Wanted to buy a burger for breakfast i love the school burger okay but i seldom eat it zzz but so sad there wasn't burger there yet idk why!!! But there it was during recess rawr. Anw so i bought 3 mini chicken pies omg it was super oily okay i tell you. But it was nice and i couldn't care more cox it's the last day in school before 2 months. And i love the school's food.

Had to do spring cleaning for the first period. and omg i found the stupid art work that got me a C -.- But couldn't hand up already too late boohooo. I got a D for music how sad is that when Lim Ping and i put in our effort to do it ): huuuhuuuu~ Haha but nvm since it's a non-gradeble subject i don't really care. Sorry. My attitude sucks i know. oops :X

Oh anw after that it was sec 4s farewell. Had the bye-bye pal giving bear bear thing haha so cuteee and we sang the farewell song twice so touching!! )': haha. After that went to recess with Val. Ate a bowl of fish noodle with 3 added chicken seaweed thingy idk what is that called. but it was nice (:

After that! Class closure! Teo-tan talked to us and PT too hoho. I think Teotan is a very nice teacher. i'm not kidding. so sad she's not following us to Malacca ): Mr Lee is omg i hope he just forgets about my handwriting thing or not get angry about it anymore T.T if not my life in Malacca wil be like.............okay nvm. PT is not following us too ): so we can't beg him for anything hahaha okokay kidding. Anw yeah got our report books. I hope i can get same class as badi (Lim Ping) ): ): ): But i think cannot cox she got like quite high and i got like not very high zzz. Haix so sad ): SO SADDD!!!!!!!!! hahaha :b Maybe can get into same class with Angle/Christine hehe cox our percentage is near near :D

Level closure after that (: Went to audi and training after that. Trained with Ximin at first then played comps. Haixxx...need to train alr, really!! Did frog jumps after that i dyedye also don't wanna do dumbbell or weight lifting whatever. More hand muscles. I love frog jumps. HAHAHHA OKOKAY KIDDING. But my tighs are like numb and i bet it will ache alot tomorrow ohoh ): Hope my legs can hold zhu and not dye tmr during training. heh. hehe (:

OMG have curry tonight my dad cooked hahahahahahahhaha damn happy. Happy like shyt. Omg okokay (: I'm gonna be a fat ass when i come back from malacca hohoho but who cares eat then say. I love food okay. rawr buying crackers omg we're gonna have so much fun tgt in Malacca gonna take damn loads of picture. :DDD YAY BUNKING WITH LIM PING (BADI) AND VALERINE HOHOHO gonna play cards too and eat crackers and watch tv and talk crap.

But i don't know how to play cards so sad but nvm i will be taught how to hehe :DDD

Okay. and. holiday. plans. to. go.overseas. may. be. scraped. but i don't really care actl, thinking about it now since i'm gonna go malacca this year and to china next year.

and aish lots of stuffs clashing. and i wonder if my mum can actually take leave. haha. okayyyy~~

TRAINING TRAINING AND MORE TRAINING LALALLAA CHIONG AHHHH!!!!!!

越靠近我就越害怕

2011-11-02T06:24:00.001-07:00

Level outing today!! Went to sentosa!! was damn tired when we went back to school i immediately slept. Drama rehearsal after that! Ahhhh i'm so tired. Shall just blog another day hahaha. Sleeping soon long night tomorrow and yes my dad is cooking curry on friday hahaha okokay shall blog another day!!

And i just realised that i always 伤脑筋 when it comes to buying gifts for people!!! heihei!!

2011-10-31T06:17:00.001-07:00

这世界好乱，我的心也好乱，特乱！！！！！！！！！！　

内心深处的那些心酸又有谁能懂，又有谁会懂

2011-10-29T17:53:00.000-07:00

慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少,

慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真正关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己

慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的,

慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次,

慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出,但请留住回忆。

慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人

慢慢的才知道,快乐常常来自回忆,而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距

慢慢的才知道,不管玩的多好的朋友都有可能失去,但是我们还是要乐观面对,若是真的把他当作自己的朋友就应该为他祝福.遥望!只是做自己所做的。

慢慢的才知道,自己在慢慢接受社会了,所以也要慢慢学会适应。

就这样，我慢慢的长大了…

慢慢的才知道，爱，有时候是卑微的

慢慢的才知道，原来爱那么难

慢慢的才知道，从远远望去，也是幸福的

为什么我的爱有点那么的不安，为什么微笑有点不自然

2011-10-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

I find this picture very nice and omg its true T.T Nonono but i don't do that.

Just reached home not long ago. Went training just now. gosh i couldn't find the place and i walked into every building (fine except the first one) trying to look for the training place (cox i have stm i think ) haha and the building that looked least like it was the one. But thank God i found it hahaha and i panicked and called Chris.

Training was tiring ahhh my shoulder injury is acting up and i'm like zzzzzzzzzz super annoyed with myself and my stamina dropped like shyt. Aish okay nvm.

Anw went back home after that hmm walked around the market opposite my house yes i'm just so free. hahaha. Trying to find green bean soup but i couldn't find the other coffee shop i should ask my dad to bring me next time :b HAHAHAHA i found this nice bakery shop that sells COOKIES OMG I WAS LIKE O.O ITS COOKIES MAN COOKIES ONE OF MY FAV FOOD WAHAHAHAHAHAHA okay but i can't eat now cox of my braces IM SO GOING TO BUY A BUNCH OF THEM AFTER MY TEETH IS OKAY HEHEHE :DDD

Bought can food hahaha okay i hardly eat can food but i think its damn nice. :D

Anw going for this competition thing i think its volkswegan okay idk how to spell and i'm lazy to check. at 6.30pm. Hope its nice!!!!!!! (:

找寻我们一直找不到的缘分被捆绑

2011-10-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

Ahhh~ Got back Science and Geog today (: Quite happy lah, i think (: I like chem from now on hahahah. Anw some stuffs happen today 我震了。Have you ever thought about someone leaving you because of sickness? I pray that everything is gonna be okay, okay shall not talk about this anymore. (':

had drama prac (full dress rehearsal) after school. hahaha yay i think our play is really kinda funny :b Jjiayous 202 ^^

Left school at around 5.30, went to watch movie with Valerine (: IN TIME!!! quite nice!!! Haha omg we smuggled food inside and i freaking regretted eating the McD icecream cox my neck is like hurting like crap now zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -.- Anw left at around 9pm then reached home at 9++pm (:

Okays, school tomorrow again. And i've gotta go to the dentist again tmr cox the wire is poking my tongue i can't talk properly );

Cel's gone to beijing good life there huh i want the cold weather and Cel tan i will miss you!!! hahahaha :b

Okies, buhbyeeeee~

我学会不再等待

:D

2011-10-23T16:38:00.000-07:00

Wheee~~ Ahh so tired haha. WEnt out the whole day ytd (: OKay will blog a fast one cox needa leave house for training soon!

In the morning like 9am went to tuina, but the guy there said it was like close ): 10am then open. So didn't tui dao. But the people there are super nice i promise!! :DD Anw after that went to church, after that my mum sent my clementi MRT station, took train with my aunt to Orchard (: Met Cel first, then went to Forever 21 hahaha. CRISIS. both of us were in the same cubicle and apparently it was strictly not allowed :b HAHAHA.

Met Ximin and Christine later at forever 21 then we spent quite some time there (:

Okay actually i can't really remember where we went but we just went walking around and around. Took a MRT to somerset around 4++ (: Went to forever 21 again. Oh after that we went to H&M after dinner spent $$$ on a pair of jeans and skirt( for my grandma's birthday lunch on wed, but i think i can't eat anything cox i'll be putting my braces on tmr .......) [mym mum allowed lalalala yay]

Anw we walked around and went to the flea market too. Oh ya i got cheated. Fine fine i didn't see the price -.- i bought a bottle of chrysanthemum tea for $2.50 -.- zzz. And i was totally broke ytd except for a five dollar note in my wallet. Anw there was this haloween thing. And Cel was like "hey look so cute" Christine was like "JOY DONT TURN" Ximin"!!!omg" there was this grp of zzz haloween with costumes people and suddenly they RAWR at us i freaked out and ran away

XIA SI WO LE!!!

Haha anw went back home at around 9++. Took bus (:

你最威风了！

Yes i'm smiling but you're not the reason anymore,

2011-10-22T17:30:00.000-07:00

啊 okay! Its after 8.30! Gonna leave house at like 9 to go tuina, after that go service, then meet Cel & Chris & Xm at orchard in the afternoon. (:

Went the first training ytd. Hahaha it was quite funny :b but tiring ._. :b and i seriously seriously can't stand it i get damn annoyed with my shoulder/neck i promise. zzzzzzzzzz. haha and both Cel and I are like super scared of cats so on the way down we saw one both of us: ***** shyt d;

Almost freaked out twice ytd.

1) Drama script sending

2) I thought i got lost on the bus

I'm so blur. That blur. - - But lucky i wasn't lost and drama was fine. (I think/hope).

Havve been watching a drama these days take up all my time and yes reading hahaha i said i'll be some knowlegeble freak. But i read all those rubbish books so i guess its not counted huh /: :XXX

I NEED TO EXERCISE MY EYES I DON'T WANT MY DEGREE TO COME BACK RAWR*

zz i just died inside a few seconds ago. -.-ll

那些琐事

2011-10-18T17:10:00.000-07:00

直爽，但有时冒犯人，总比虚伪的人好。

比他们好一百倍，一万倍。

如果这次真是爱我也不说这样可能会比较长久

2011-10-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

YESSS!!! OHYEAHHH!!! EOYS are over!! (: Math paper2 today.

Sigh* I'm gonnna buck up this holiday and next year i'll be some knowlegeble freak. HAHAHA okokay kidding. Math paper 2 was okay i guess. Just that i didn't know how to do the last question, i couldn't get the other ans the a's value is bigger than b -.- wts. nvm. yeah see look at my attitude. So i just checked my infront part the answers just hope there no wrong so just minus that whole question mark for that paper - - lucky. cox i changed like 3 ans mg. Now its like totally different from last year where i aimed to like ace everything. LA haix and history just pray that the teacher can read my handwriting if Mr Lee is gonna mark it he'll be damn pissed off at me /:

Anw yeah, after the papers was drama briefing. Went before it ended cox had dental appointment. Rained super heavily plus i was super late so i took a taxi there. Ahhh my money~~~ Lucky was punctual. Went there and put separator, woah it was super fast, effecient man, haha. Took 2 minutes to put 8 separators and i'm done (: Bad thing is i thought there's sitll holiday next tue so i made my appointment on tue morning -.- have to change it now.

Anw, yeah, then went home change, then went to meet Lim Ping at Orchard :D Hahaha omg we went around walking and shopping and eating (: Taka!!! Bought a haversack yay (: went to kinokuniya too!!! Both of us were like super unfamiliar and dk how to get from one building to another ( except Taka since the building is like obvious red). We wanted to go to SHAW house but both of us didn't know how to walk. opps. hehe. so we went to cineleisure hoping to have the time for Real Steel, and lucky have!!! :D

OMG the show is damn nice super ji dong ren xin man!! Awww and its was quite touching heh!! (: this world is getting erhem idk we saw like erhem idk how many erhem and we were like.................................. okay nvm. Went to Pastamania to eat and take neoprints too!! omg so sad if we didn't get into the same class next year ): wheeeee super long didn't eat pasta ATE SPAGAHTTI hahahaha (:

yay there's still lots of things to be done! all fun whoooohooooo~~!!! ^^

Jere and Val's always asking me to watch horror haha my birthday present = jere's offer to treat me to a horror movie i was like NO. i'll get scarred for life. i wonder why people don't get scared argg. I'll have horirble nightmares and get paranoid i promise. Haix, its after EOYS there so so so little time left to spent with 202 i think i'll be damn sad on the last day of school i'll miss this class )':

Sometimes, we just have to try looking at someone from a different point of view. Don't always forcus on someone's bad point, beacause looking from another angle, you'll see things differently. (':

以诚感人者，人赤诚而应~ 的确，真是如此！！！(i mean for majority).

Ahh so tired, tmr still have to go back to sch for drama, Jiayous 202 and the other classes!!! (:

你一直问我心到底在不在，而我怎能不遗憾丢失的爱

2011-10-17T05:48:00.000-07:00

YESSS!!! Tomorrow's last paper!! Wheee (: Math paper 1 heh. I hope it will be easy regardless. I think i screwed things up pretty badly this EOYS and i'm still having this idiotic attitude of mine like i don't care. Anw..ya, i need motivation. I think i'll have it after EOYS but that'll be too late. Aha okay, super excited, gonna play like mad tomorrow, whoooohooooo~~~!!!! :D

I'm so tired. I think i can like just sleep once my head touch my pillow.

Whatever. Work hard next year.

2011-10-13T05:23:00.001-07:00

2011-10-12T23:35:00.001-07:00

好哥哥呵呵

so tired so tired so tired

2011-10-04T02:00:00.001-07:00

Oh boii, so tired ):

This is a very nice song. Although idk a single word the guy is singing about..oops :x haha listen to tune la (:

放不下

2011-09-30T23:57:00.001-07:00

微笑在脸上让你看见
再说些祝福是否会更加明显
你手指在背后画着圈
让你深爱的他应该圆心中间

如果他真的爱你
我会放手你离去
可是为什么我
听见你哭泣

你让我忘掉所有过去
当作从来没爱过你
让我彻彻底底死心
不要再去想念你
我难过都不在意
只是我还放不下你
当我看你为他伤心
我要怎么去平静

风筝喜欢在空中停歇
不敢拉扯是否像我手中的线
在没了你的我这世界
你能否体会对你所有的思念

昨天和我在一起
说着永远不变心
你是不是在考验
我的承受力

還是要幸福

2011-09-30T21:24:00.001-07:00

他们说，不是不能忘记，而是不想忘记，其实，我真得很舍不得

2011-09-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

在爱里连真心都不能给，这才真正可笑

2011-09-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

omgosh sleeeeepp. I've been a bad student lately, i confess. Although i said i will be a good one. I'll be from now on, really really. OKay, till after EOYS. Next year i'll have new resolutions. (: I've been procrastinating alot. I've been watching tv. Okay, from now on, total self-discipline and self-control!! 真的豁出去了！JIAYOUS!!! wish me luck!! ^<

明知道你是错的人，明知道这不是缘分。

我们根本就是不同世界的人。我认了！！！

2011-09-15T06:59:00.001-07:00

我们是不是只能回得了过去，回不了当初..?

有很多话想跟你说。可是，我说不出口。

是我放不下自尊吗?

T.T

(':

2011-09-13T06:35:00.001-07:00

你离开之后我要自己走
放开手不回头
窗外的云不停留

雨季快来到梦被吹着走
我的爱你不懂
爱情就象个黑洞

痛过之后要学会照顾自己
过去的忘记了
不再为你费心机

昏暗的路灯显得很孤寂
不要紧没关系
我要好好活下去

该忘记的忘记都当成回忆
说好了不哭泣
滑落泪水慢慢滴

有那么一天我已经失忆
就象老鼠忘了自己
曾经爱大米

a very nice song!! (:

2011-09-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

Okays! Working hard from tomorrow onwards! Won't be posting much! Bye!! And and, wish me luck!! hehe ;D

明明在等人为什么屎都不承认

2011-09-11T05:24:00.001-07:00

慢慢长大后才发现，原来不是喜欢就可以..也要看适不适合..

But i'm hoping i'm sorry will open your mind to love love love,

2011-09-10T18:59:00.000-07:00

Never take anything, anyone for granted. There might be there, there all along, but you'll never know when they'll be gone. Don't treat anyone like a spare tyre, cuz' if one day you're treated like one, you'll know how shitty that feeling is. @Just saying.

Okay i wanted to say this like a hundred years ago (metaphoric) cuz' i think its very important. Especially those who really care.

Okay! Just saying (the above) yo. Nothing happened. (: ok maybe it happened like ten thousand years ago (metaphoric again) but everything's fine now LOL. (: I'm so weird. I'm just weird sometimes la hah. (: BUT ITS REALLY IMPORTANT. really.

Okay! I've been slacking yesterday...only finished memorising one geog notes, (which isn't thorough) but its okay. I kept watching tv, hahaha like what my mum kept promoting to me about. I need to exercise my eyes too so that maybe one day i don't need to wear specs anymore and then i'll be damn happy ^^ (HAHAHA) (:

Going to extract my another 2 teeth soon. Had a super heavy breakfast cuz' i won't be eating till night..I don't like feeling the few hours after extraction ): Its like your whole lips numb, like where they inject, then..aiya. Idk how to say la, but the feeling is just x_. haha.

And i'm blogging cox...i just realised that..there's still some time to EOYS (: and i've like nothing to do now, waiting to set off, oh. i'm going tuina first. (: Just saying. i'm really boliao now.

GUESS WHAT: I THINK I'M REALLY GETTING OVER YOU. NOT KIDDING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and i'm super happy about it. although you can't see it. Then, i'll hate it when you think i still like you everytime we meet. LOL. i'll be annoyed.

i said i was weird... like now.. -.- but nvm (:

Goodbye and goodbye to that special place, to that once special person,

2011-09-07T19:02:00.000-07:00

for all my true awesome friends! <3

Went to Celeste's house with Ximin and Christine to mug the whole day ytd!!! Cel's mom cook damn nice man!!! <3 Okok shall not really blog, needa log off soon! IT WAS FUN :DDD

Gonna study with Lim Ping ltrr!! (:

i hate your cold eyes your cold stare your cold smile.

when it wasn't even like that in the first place.

it just turned cold.

內疚(小孩不笨插曲)—許美嫻

2011-09-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

2011-09-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WHAT I'M FEELING NOW. OMG I'M MAD. I'VE GONE BONKERS. WHAT IS THIS. FIRST TIME I HATE EXAMS. TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

2011-09-06T03:19:00.000-07:00

分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过。不可以做敌人。因为彼此深爱过，所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人。

有的人与人之间的相遇就像是流星，瞬间迸发出令人羡慕的火花，却注定只是匆匆而过。

and having so much to say, then watching you walk away,

2011-09-05T00:58:00.000-07:00

i'm moving on.

Hmm okay! Went to school at 9am this morning for drama rehearsal (: Rehearse till around 10, then went library with group mates cuz' we had nothing to do. Read this article in 少年文摘, and one sentence goes: 每朵花都有一颗结果的心。Very nice one. 那里的花，虽然很难结果，但每一朵花都有一颗结果的心。如果连花都不开，那根本就没机会结成果。也就是说，不能因为机会渺茫，很难成功而不去努力。Great. Nice motivation for EOYs hah (: After that had geog supp (: Quite okay, time passed quite fast. Leart about Topo maps (:

After that was LA presentation rehearsal and stuffs with Valerine, Natasha, Jere and Vanessa. Gosh. It was...ermerm haha idk how to say but it was quite hilarious. okay. one part: damn disgusting. ew. Natasha and I were like O.X tian ah~~!! Okay, not fang1 bian4 to say it here. :X

Bought sandwich with Nat halfway (: i think the extraction sites are healing soon (: Hope no more bleeding when i brush my teeth!!

Haix, going back to school again tmr. History and chem supp!! and needa do flash assignment. alamak. i really don't like ict okay. /:

Going tuition later. lalalalalalal~ Giving present to Mr Eio (he asked for it LOL haha)and Ms Wong later HAHAHAHA. okay. i didn't give school teachers present TT sorry. i mean really sorry. omg. i give next year. :X Haix, wanted to start mugging today.. see first lah hah. I'm hopeless zzzz. Hardcore mugging plus stamp plus double chop on Wednesday. Great. Phew. (:

Doing fine. I'll move on soon. I guess, and hope.

To Celeste: (reply blog post!)

HAHAHA!!!!! yayyyy~ okay you know what!! We trained with MH ytd!! hahaha nearly LMAO :b 朋友啊朋友，谢谢你一直在那帮助我! 对不起哈..老是说不说了不说了,结果第二天/几天后还是又说了, 呵呵。可是现在应该不会了！！(: "自私一点，为了让自己好过，别死握着过去的回忆，打开手掌，打开心房，迎接未来更美好的回忆吧。" OKAYY!!

I love you smile, you know i do,

2011-09-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

tiring day today!! blog another time~~!!! long day tmr...ahhh jiayous!! :D

Sweeeettt 老婆是用来疼的，老公是用来欺负的！幸福

2011-09-03T23:55:00.001-07:00

引导语：老婆：你一把年纪了竟一事无成，这是因为你没有冒险精神。老公：我不是冒险娶了你吗？老婆问老公：“我们以后会分手吗？”老公说：“不会。”“万一我们分手了，谁更受伤？”“脸面。”
关于讲理
老公：你不讲理。
老婆：和你我从来就没讲过理，家就不是讲理的地方。再说你是男的，还比我大28个月呢，你就得让着我。
老公: ......

关于钱
老公：以后我挣的钱，按比例给你吧，我挣的多时留得也多一点，这样我较会有积极性。
老婆：好。
老公：那我给你百分之多少？
老婆：百分之一百二。
老公: ..... 关于主意
老婆：咱们出去玩吧。
老公：好，你说去哪就去哪。
老婆：我要有主意还和你说！
老公：我出的主意你从来都不同意呀。
老婆：我不同意的那叫什么主意啊，那叫敷衍！你得不停的有主意，直到我满意为止。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于中心
老婆：我在我们家一直是中心，在你们家也得以我为中心。
老公：那我在我们家也一直是中心。
老婆：可我这中心比你那中心重要。
老公：为什么？
老婆：因为我是千金，你只是个小子。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于心情
老婆：我一干活心情就不好了，会降低咱们的婚姻质量的。
老公：我干活心情也会不好啊。
老婆：不行，你得心里承受能力比我强。因为你拳头比我大，心脏也比我大！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于买衣服
老婆：这衣服好看吗？
老公：好看。
老婆：你就敷衍我，想让我赶快买完了赶快回家，
。。。
老婆：那衣服好看吗？
老公：不好看。
老婆：你就舍不得给我买！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于拿东西
老婆：这个袋子你也拿着吧。
老公：我都拿着四个袋子了，你什么都不拿，好意思吗？
老婆：那我还挽着你呢！你有100多斤呢，我拿的东西比你拿的东西重多了。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于吃东西
老婆：这个话梅我吃了一半，挺好吃的，剩下的给你吃吧。
老公：我不爱吃话梅。
老婆：不行，你就爱吃！你是不是嫌弃我吃过的！
老公：这鱼挺好吃的，来。
老婆：你得脏筷子碰过，谁吃！
老公：那你吃过一半我还吃呢，我不嫌弃你，你怎么嫌弃我？
老婆：那就对了。我嫌弃你说明我比你干净。我比你干净你凭什么嫌弃我？！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于喝水
老婆：老公，我要喝水！
老公：我给你倒去。哎，这水杯不就在你手边嘛，没看见？
老婆：看见了，我就是想让你递给我。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于打电话
老婆：你为什么不给我打电话？！
老公：倒打一耙！今天不是说好你给我打电话的嘛。结果我等了一天，还是我打给你的。
老婆：我是说过，可我又改主意了。张爱玲说：女人有改主意的权利。
老公：那你改主意没跟我说呀！
老婆：我说了，我心里说的，谁让你和我的心灵不相通的。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于洗碗
老公：一会你洗碗？
老婆：好。
老公：那怎么还不动啊？
老婆：我头疼。
老公：懒死了，不让你洗碗你也不头疼。
老婆：真的！一想到洗碗我就头疼。
老公: .......
[Image] 关于散步
老婆：咱们一直散步到那条马路吧。
老公：到那儿太远了，一会儿该走不回来了。
老婆：没事，你背我回来。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于干家务
老公：咱们把家务分分工吧。
老婆：好。首先，脏活累活得男人干吧。如擦地/刷马桶/擦桌子。。。
老公：这对。
老婆：男主外，女主内。和外人打交道的得你干吧，买菜/交水费/取报纸和牛奶。
老公：这。。。行！
老婆：你是学理工的，我是学文科的，带电的东西得你干吧，像洗衣机/电冰箱/电饭锅/电熨斗。。。
老公：行,行，那你干什么？
老婆：别着急啊，厨房里油烟那么大，可毁皮肤了，做饭也得你干吧。
老公：你就告诉我你干什么吧.
老婆：我也有很多要干的呀。我可以陪着你，监督你，赞美你，安慰你。。。。。。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于爱情
老婆：“你爱我吗？”
老公：“噢！”
老婆：“噢是什么意思？”
老公：“爱”
老婆：“爱谁？”
老公：“你”
老婆：“不行，你说全了”
老公：“好”
老婆：“你快说呀！今天不说完，别想睡觉”
老公：“我爱你”
老婆：“这可是你自愿说的哦！我可没有逼你！”
老公: ......
[Image] 关于异性朋友
老婆：我可以有男朋友，你不能干涉我。
老公：行，我也交个女朋友。
老婆：不行！
老公：凭什么你行我不行呀。
老婆：我交男朋友，你做不到的人家能做到，我就不会老挑你的毛病了，有利于家庭幸福。你交女朋友，我心眼儿小，吃醋和你吵叫，不利于家庭安定。
老公：那我也心眼儿小。
老婆：一个男人，和女人一样心眼儿小，亏你好意思说！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于婚外恋
老婆：现在电视里老演婚外恋，你说，你会有婚外恋吗？
老公：不会.
老婆：为什么？
老公：有你一个我就够后悔的了，决不能再要第二个！！
然后---
[Image] 关于睡觉（一）
老公：你那么小人，怎么占那么大地儿！
老婆：那当然，我得翻身，还得伸懒腰呢！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于睡觉（二）
老婆：咱们盖那个双人被吧。
老公：别！那到第二天早上就全裹你身上了。我什么也盖不着。还是自己盖自己的吧，心里踏实。
老婆：哼，你就是自己盖，到明天早上照样也得被我裹走！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于起床
老公：起床了，起床了，你不说今天要早起开会嘛.
老婆：别吵我，我再睡一会。
老公：快起来吧，会迟到了。
老婆：你别碰我！我还要睡啦！！
。。。
老婆：呀！都迟到了！你怎么不叫我呢？！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于吃饭
老婆：老公，咱们到那里吃饭啊，吃什么？
老公：你想吃什么？
老婆：什么都让我决定啊，那我还要你干什么？随便，你说吃什么就吃什么！
老公：那我们去XXX吃XXX吧！
老婆：大怒，又吃这个啊，你能不能有点创意，每次这样我生气的都想发火！
老公: ......
[Image] 关于真话
老婆：你看，那女孩多好看。
老公：好看什么啊。
老婆：你什么意思！你为什么不和我保持一致！
老公：好看好看。
。。。
老公：哎，你别走啊，怎么不理我了？
[Image] 关于孩子
老婆：咱们要个孩子吧。
老公：行。
老婆：那你喜欢咱们的孩子吗？
老公：喜欢。
老婆：那不行！你就得喜欢我一个人！
老公：好，好，我就喜欢你一个人。
老婆：那我的孩子你凭什么不喜欢阿！
老公：咱还是别要孩子了。
[Image] 关于离婚
老婆：咱们要是离了婚，房子归我，我的钱我也得拿走。
老公：那我的钱呢？
老婆：你的钱都是我的钱，你有什么钱!
老婆：还有，离婚后你每月的收入也得给我80%。嗯，如果你再结婚了，那就给我60%就成了。
老公：老婆，我决不跟你离婚！
[Image] 关于男女平等
老公：都说男女平等，咱们家是不是也得平等平等？
老婆：行啊。你们男的欺负女的欺负了好几千年。等我们也欺负了你们欺负几千年，才是真正的平等呢。别急，再过几千年，咱们家就平等了。
老公: ......
[Image] 关于幸福
老婆：你娶了我是不是特别幸福啊？
老公：没觉得。你又不讲理，又不干活，还老折腾人，我怎么幸福啊。
老婆：这就是你的幸福啊。我不讲理，才能反衬出你的宽容大度；我不干活，就培养出了你，所谓艺多不压身，让你能力强还不好吗；我折腾人，你的生活才充满了多彩多姿，你看，你的婚姻生活就不像别人家那么单调吧。
老公: ...... 编后语：老婆：“肉丝好吃吗？”老公：“还成。”老婆：“鱼呢？”老公：“一般。”老婆：“就不能说个好字？”老公：“好烫！”

2011-09-03T19:43:00.001-07:00

i guess i've been doing well so far. great. (:

learn to let go, you know you should,

2011-09-02T05:11:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 8am today! Then went down to the shop and save opposite my house to buy some snacks to stock up in my room muhahaa, then after that went to the coffeeshop to buy breakfast. Ate super full , like rice and lots of dishes. so full! My aunt came to pick me up at 9.50am to go to dentist. Went to pluck 2 teeth. (: Wheee~ It isn't pain (: But the feeling after that isn't very good, like when you mouth become numb and ya.. couldn't go training today.. i had on day MC! haha. and like my family didn't allow me to go.. and after that Celeste told me what happen during training and i'm like WALAO I WISHED I WAS THERE. haixxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!! haha okay i'm retarded and hopeless. hahaha. Did math today. Okay, comm'on work hard, worker harder (:

i had a picture of us painted in my mind, but now i'm going to crush it with my own hands,

2011-09-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

因为你，我无视其它人。你留给我的，只是一颗冷漠冰冷的心。你给过我的（感觉），是别人做不到的。至少，到现在是这样。从今天起，我决定忘记你，忘记一切，忘掉过去，忘记你给过我的。我不知道需要多久多长，但我想，终有一天，我会放下你的。不要再给我多余的关怀很关心，我会更加地对你无法释怀。我怕。我放不下那段回忆。对我是多么的深刻，但对于你，你根本就不在乎。你走得那么干脆，留给我的只是你的背影。你用优雅的姿态说你不会回来，告诉我你不在乎，管不着。我可以放下面子，放下自尊，放下个性，就因为我放不下你。但你不稀罕。我也没怎么这么做，我承认。因为我胆小，我怕以后见到你..我该怎么办。我们不能像当初说好的那样，做好朋友..很明显..不然不会见了面谁都不能对对方笑一下，只是当作路人甲，我不认识你，你不认识我。我不能和你做朋友，我承认，是因为我还喜欢你。我也恨不了你..因为，我放不下那段回忆。这些日子，你对别人的举动、言语，我都拼命的替你找借口，你不需要也不稀罕的借口..甚至能视而不见。i don't understand why you did what you did. except that you were just playing and didn't care. 那当初为什么那么认真，看我入戏..然后直接离开。我讨厌看到你，因为我会很难过。我讨厌走过某些场景某些风景，吃那时我们吃过的，就会想到你。我讨厌听歌的时候就好像在绚烂着我们的记忆，那些你不当一会儿事的记忆。我讨厌想你的时候，会突然沉默，会很难过，很难过，很难过。你凭什么让我为你落泪！

从此..对你..我会尽量绝口不提，不想。想你，可能已经是种习惯..所以，我想，如果我逼自己不再想，有一天..或许，我真地会把你忘掉。
你只是我生命中的过客。我也只是你擦肩而过的过客，一个对你不值得一提的过客。我紧紧抓住的那些回忆，为什么总是放不下。有时候，我会想，失意多好。至少我现在不会这样。连我自己都觉得烦！
不管怎么样，我都要感谢你，因为，你让我明白了很多... 我不想再想你。我在你世界，只是个路人甲，和你擦肩而过的过客... 我会学会放下。

我真的喜欢你... ... ...但以后，我会说，我真的喜欢过你。我知道你不在乎，我也会走得潇洒，至少，我会慢慢学，学会放下一切。忘记你。YXY。

2011-09-01T04:58:00.000-07:00

当你仍想继续，永远不要说再见；当你还能承受，永远不要说放弃；当你舍不得一个人，永远永远不要说你不再爱他（她）。

there are some times i thought i might be finding ways to make it right,

2011-09-01T03:27:00.000-07:00

Actually..I really want to ask you..and know the answer, regardless what your answer may be..

but i'm a coward.

I know my life will be pretty screwed for quite some time after that.

2011-08-31T04:22:00.000-07:00

I hate thinking about you knowing you freaking don't give a damn.

I'll just do anything to stop me from thinking of you.

I doubt that will work though. But i don't care.

I'm annoyed at myself. I hate seeing you and seeing how you don't give a damn anymore.

I hate it when i really miss you and i can't say anything.

I hate it how we're further apart than strangers now.

I hate it when i think of you and tears just well up. shit me.

I hate how i still care.

I hate how i can't get over you.

I admit it okay, i'm a damn coward.

seriously, i really really really hate it.

feel like saying fml. 提醒一下自己：

2011-08-30T19:00:00.000-07:00

不要总想着人家，在人家心里你真的不配。

不要老是担心人家，因为人家不需要你的关心，更不会为你担心。

昨天我心碎了。

从希望到盼望到失望到绝望作后已变成了奢望。。。

你留意过自己的父母吗？

2011-08-29T00:14:00.001-07:00

如果你在一个平凡的家庭长大,

如果你的父母还健在，不管你有没有和他们同住——

如果有一天，你发现妈妈的厨房不再像以前那么干净；

如果有一天，你发现家中的碗筷好象没洗干净；

如果有一天，你发现母亲的锅子不再雪亮；

如果有一天，你发现父亲的花草树木已渐荒废；

如果有一天，你发现家中的地板衣柜经常沾满灰尘；

如果有一天，你发现母亲煮的菜太咸太难吃；

如果有一天，你发现父母经常忘记关瓦斯；

如果有一天，你发现老父老母的一些习惯不再是习惯时，就像他们不再想要天天洗澡时；

如果有一天，你发现父母不再爱吃青脆的蔬果；

如果有一天，你发现父母爱吃煮得烂烂的菜；

如果有一天，你发现父母喜欢吃稀饭；

如果有一天，你发现他们过马路行动反应都慢了；

如果有一天，你发现在吃饭时间他们老是咳个不停，千万别误以为他们感冒或着凉，（那是吞咽神经老化的现象) ；

如果有一天，你发觉他们不再爱出门……

如果有这么一天，我要告诉你，你要警觉父母真的已经老了，器官已经退化到需要别人照料了。

如果你不能照料，请你替他们找人照料，并请你请你千万千万要常常探望，不要让他们觉得被遗弃了。

树欲静而风不止、子欲养而亲不在——你留意过自己的父母吗？

you don't care anymore, but i still do,

2011-08-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

OKay shall blog from afternoon! Too lazy la :X

Met Celeste at maris busstop at around 1.10pm :X oops, both of us were late haha. Then we slowly strolled in. By the time we reach the training hall it was already like idk 1.25pm? Then Chen Jiaolian said that no more tables for competitions so we say we strat training at 3.30pm. Cel and I were like !@#$%!!!!!!! hahahahaa. Cox we didn't want to play competitions with the primary school kids. (sorry no offense..aiya. as in..ya you get it). :X

Blahblahblah, then Jiaolian opened this room in the training hall (i didn't know he had to key haha) so Cel and I went inside to like slack. There have like those Gymnast mattress and stuff, so we just sat/lie on the mattress thingy/play music/talk crap/slack/play truth of dare hahaha. Then halfway we wanted to play basketball..but we couldn't find any ball ): went to walk around, blah blah blah.

After that around 3.30pm, xm came, then Chen called us to go out also. Played competition throughout (: Quite okay. But was very tired when i went home. Celeste and Ximin is damn hilarious. seriously. hahahahaha. Hope to finish my geog assignment by today. Wish me luck! (: Ahhh...training again tomorrow evening, idk if i should be happy or not. But okay, go. Improve. (:

在你面前，我假装不在乎，假装喜欢上别人，假装不再对你有眷恋，假装不把你放在心里，假装我已放下你。这样很好...是我想要的。请你认为我已放下你。请别拆穿我这个谎言。我会发疯爆炸的。你要幸福。

那件事后，你说过：“我想你了，但我们只能做朋友”。而我没挽留。

if you live so cautiously you might as well not have lived at all,

2011-08-26T03:54:00.000-07:00

life these days have been kinda great (:

我真的有祈祷

2011-08-25T22:58:00.000-07:00

我猜不透很多事情..有些，我试着以另外一个角度来看待，看到的，的确是不同的风景，得到的，了解到的..一切变得更加清楚。但那些明了，为什么一个个都是负面的，都是否定的。没人知道没人清楚没人了解（？？）我累了。很多事情，习惯就好。有很多事情，说出来，也不能改变什么。所以，干脆不说好了。

2011-08-25T01:45:00.001-07:00

在爱的世界里谁没有卑微的祈求过。。

2011-08-23T07:48:00.001-07:00

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!! <3

thanks for being there always.

Its gonna be still quite a while before we're going to Malacca! But i'm so excited!!

yay hehehehe rooming with Lim Ping and Valerine! :DDDD WHEEEEEEEEEE~

OKay watching jia hao yue yuan now. so sweet (: Gonng blog less often now. EOYS coming!! JIAYOUS! :D

2011-08-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

--我们太年轻以致都不知道以后的时光竟然还有那么长长得足够让我忘记你足够让我重新喜欢一个人就像当初喜欢你一样

--年轻的时候放弃，以为只是放弃了一场爱情，长大后，才知道，那其实是一生

会是哪一个

Give me a time travel machine, I'll go back, and try making things right,

2011-08-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

AH! Super sleepy in the morning today!! Woke up at like 6.40am today, then went with my mom and bro. Hugged my schoolbag and slept throughout the car ride. Sent my brother to his school first, then my mom sent me to school. (: Super sleepy even after like sleeping for around 1h more

:< --> haha cute.

Yay!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANYANG!! <3 sat in the hall for like..idk how long, a few hours?? Until Mr Lee Sien Yang came. (did i spell his name correctly ._.) OH boi so sweet MR LKY and his wife. hahahahaa (: Aiyah, then blahblahblah. Went for recess at around 11, ate Jap food!! So long didn't eat (: Slacked all the way till 12.

Oh gosh. Everyone was super like *......................................* during chem lesson. as in, dotz dotz dotz. Chemical balancing equation. No one knows what Ms Lim was talking. And after the whole lesson, she said its okay if we don't understand just concentrate on our our chem spa on thur. everyone --> ....... but Ms Lim's niceeeee!!! (: Hehe.

LA after that. Okay, so group stuffs everything finalised (: crap. Mr tan caught me using my phone AGAIN. guilty, a bit. aiya, haix. After LA class contact time in audi. (:

Briefed about subject combi again (: Guess i'm somewhat certain that i'm taking triple science now. (: I wonder what i'll be like like 10 years down the road haha.

Hmm..after that was training (: Oh ya. Before that xm and i went to buy the hotdog and cheese sandwich from the vending machine!! SUPER AWESOME. <3 its like the nicest sanwich i think!!!!! :DDD Training was okay i guess, time passed quite quickly (: Trained fa qiu at first and jie fa qiu. Competition sheng1 jiang4 after that.

To you, (though you will never ever ever see this): you know what. When i shook hands with you my hand sort of trembled. 14年，我活可这么大，让我流最多泪的人，是你！！！！！！！！my once friend.

sucks shyt when on earth can i seriously stop talking about all this stuff on this blog. what is wrong with me. LOLOLOLOL.

I'm going to forget everything. Though its somewhat impossible. I'll become stronger. I'll try not to shed tears because of you anymore. 两个人...让我每天不曾忘记想起的两个人

Tuition after that till 10.30..tired when came home. I'm going to start studying hard. Being busy is good. So you won't think of stuffs, stuffs, and some people. Okay crap. i should seriously stop it LOL irritating. okay. and somewhat annoying.

ferris wheel

2011-08-14T03:56:00.000-07:00

Oops. Can't shrink the picture!! Okay blog about today.

Went to church in the morning (: Pastor Ian is hilarious hahaha and his daughter is so cutee!! (:

After service went to the market at bukit timah there to buy lunch (: yay hokkien mee and popiah <3 HAHA I LOVE POPIAH :D

Went back after that, kept rotting at home. So boring!!!! haix, okay, i'm going to blast music and read R&J (: Watching National Day rally speech laterrrrr at 8!!! (:

2011-08-12T19:59:00.000-07:00

渐渐发现，我们是不同世界的人。

有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了

两个不同世界的人，怎么能在一起。

2011-08-12T04:44:00.000-07:00

School today was okay. Quite slack actually, like always hahaha. PCCG first, sat in the hall for like some talk from a alumni. Pro man, she got the scholarship haha (: After that was La..Mr Tan came in like 20 minutes late, did Romeo and Juliet (: And i realised that it is very sick. Haha and Mr Tan was damn hilarious ;D

After that was recess, went down with Valerine. Ahhh ate super alot and i'm so happy hehe. ICT next, ahhh i don't like ICT. My IT skills is like boohooo and spoils my eyesight. HAHA my crappy reason. After that CME, cox math change period with cme, Zhang Laoshi brought us to computer lab 5 free time yay!! (: Hmmm recess after that, felt super bored, went down with Lim Ping then went to jog.

YES. and Chem quiz postponed!!!! hahahahaha!!! :D Chem was okay, got back quiz one. Quite pathetic, but its okay, cox i'm going to work harder (: Hope i get back the mood of studying seriously dk what got into me these few days. Chinese later on...slack again, PT did the chinese zhu zhu thing with us, then chionged out of class right after we greeted him.

Blahblahblah, then went for training. Halfway wang lao shi told us to go to the LT2 there to eat muhahaha (: After that talked about some stuffs. burst. Thanks 老师 ((: and guys (':

After that went to the hall with Ximin for the dsa thing. ATE ALOT THERE TOO OMG. the food was quite nice ahahaha have chee cheong fan so long didn't eat. I'm gonna eat black glutinous rice later wheeee~ and mg. Just found out from xm that McD one cup of Mcflurry is like 800 calories. -Faints- promise. i'm. not. going. to. eat. that. again. okay maybe once in a while. Its too nice~ <3

Ahhh..bored at home. I don't have the mood to study. really. I hope i don't screw eoys up. pls, i need to buck up what did i promise my parents. okokay jiayous man!!! Gambatte!! (':

别人的一句：“我信任你”--真得让人感到，很欣慰，很感动。尤其在这个时候... 谢谢你们，谢谢老师。

我们是两个不同世界的人。中间就好像隔着一片玻璃，大家把一切看得一清二楚，那么得近，却又那么的遥无可及。伸手，却碰不到，牵不到手。中间隔着的那片玻璃，让我们无法踏进彼此的世界。因为我们是不同世界的人---（我认了）。其实，我凭什么。

2011-08-11T07:46:00.001-07:00

祝你幸福，要活得比我好... ><

2011-08-11T02:57:00.000-07:00

What is this. I really have no mood to study. .____. WHAT IS THIS.

我看不清，也不想看清

2011-08-10T00:33:00.000-07:00

最后你转身离去。这么干脆地走了。我不想刻意的去忘记你，不好受。只希望会很快很快的忘记你忘记你给的记忆忘记你给过的感觉。是啊，我在骗谁骗自己，说对你没有一丝丝的感觉，就是我撒谎。为什么，听见一首歌，就会想起你。为什么，那些就好像在绚烂着那些记忆。我是缩头乌龟是我没勇气说个“我还喜欢你“。在这里写了这么多你也看不到。那晚我说了3次我想你了。“无缘无故“？我是白痴啊, 就发不了一个" 一直都在想” 想要你不要再来找我，不要再和我说话就因为我想忘记你但我却又开不了口。更何况你现在有自己喜欢的人了但我还在原地踏步。我没那勇气挽留你。可能是我没胆，我怕听见你来一个“我已经有喜欢的人了”。如果真的是那样，请你，不要再找我，更不要在发闷或寂寞的时候找我。你心里想的那个人，去找她啊。这些你都看不到，是我没胆跟你说。我没胆啊！！！

It's over now and you don't care i should forget everything,

2011-08-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

Whoo. Okay should have gotten up at like 7 to run but in the end i woke up at 8.20 ohno. Slacked and used the comp till like 10+, then went out to meet Celeste and Ximin (: Went to Northpoint, starbucks! Didn't drink starbucks before haha so its my first time drinking it! but its very ex omg and xm say one cup is like equivalent to one meal--the calories!! Ah. Anw went to sit at a small round table and coped the plugs from the table beside. :b But the guy okay the person there asked us to go out like around 12 because its a public holiday..~~~

Mrt-ed to Amk then, went to MOF (: talked about super hilarious stuffs on the train hahaha :D Did math, a bit of romeo and juliet and a bit of chinese (: Stayed there till like 5 then mrt-ed home with xm. c stayed there to sort of finish up her stuffs. everyone jiayous!! (: Haha maddness lmao in the train too (;

Reached home, watched a while of the ndp parade thingy. sorry. i watched a few minutes i cldn't stand it. no offence. but anw i still love Singapore. M3 hehe. Okay slacked the whole night through using comp and talking online (: Some stuffs happen and okay, fine, dude, i'm going to 放手。and seriously, stop having anything to do with you.

你

决定放手了

2011-08-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

okay. 最后一次了。
我终于把你给的记忆还给过去。
at least, 我想应该是。
从此以后我会尽量用个冰冷的心对待你。
so, bye.
我不会再那么想你，就算想你也不会那么难过。
bye. (:

谢谢你，你让我明白很多。信任、珍惜。

下次，我会谈个不分手的恋爱。哈哈哈哈哈。神经病？？！

2011-08-07T04:35:00.001-07:00

Take a smile, things may not be so bad,

2011-08-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

Okay so i went to tui na in the morning!! (: Not as pain as last time, and they say my condition is improving!! hehe!! (tho its still bad ): ) After that went to meet Valerine and Jere at Ion. Spend like idk 45 minutes looking for one another all over the place. Jere's super funny. haha okay nvm. shall not talk about it.

Went to eat, then walked around, and there's like nothing okay some stuffs happen and i can't blog it hereeeee!!! At around 4... we said said bye bye.
Val and I Decided to go walkaround/shop after that, so we went around walking and walking. Walked till like idk where in orchard, haha bought some stuffs, then we decided to go to bugis. OMGOSH. i tell you. that is a damn awesome place. We walk and walk and OM like throughout hahaha but we're sort of broke :C so we can't buy much but its still like quite alot hehe. Bought one same top with Val and one tanktop. After that at around 6.30 walk over to the hawker centre, ate dinner (: Blah blah blah and random crap and laugh like mad hahaha till like idk 7/ 7+. Then we walked around again with our drinks and went around random places. Gosh there's so much food also but we're like NO MONEY and haha okay nvm :b

Left at around 8++pm?? haha we walked for like 5 hourss!!! Legs super suannnn!!! But walk/shop till damn shiok. very long never like that le. But i've been spending too much money these few days, after blocks. And monday going out with Lim Ping to buy stuffs again omg my money, okay i need to save save save. Like, after Monday. And i'm so guai i'm not gonna pon school on monday. (: I'm patriotic. HAHA KIDDING. but i love Singapore <3

Went to grandma house afterwards, cox it was quite near and everyone's there (: Its saturddayyyy!!! (: i saw a puppy running when i was walking towards my grandma house. I freaked out and ranaway. so scary. Hahaha my grandma cooked curry chicken :D so i just ate it (: Watched tv there as usual and my little cousins cameeee!! ;)
After that went home.

Another long day tomorrow.

Life is great, with friends, true friends. :D
and family <3
and God <3

for once i really want to believe that miracles do happen,

2011-08-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Whoops. Haven been blogging for a really long time!! School was quite okay today, actually very slack. For PCCG, sec 2s stayed in the hall. Some talk about National day thingy, then for the next period everyone was supposed to like form the 南洋94 words thingy. That was home econs period. Quite happy. Cox Home econs is really boring, since we're not cooking/baking now but doing some research project stuffs for the..the..ya, coursework. Slacked around for the whole period, just went out to the quadrangle for a few seconds for two times. Talked and talked with Lim Ping and Jere about random stuffs ahhahaa laugh out loud damn funny. (; Decided then to go watch movie after school with Ping. (: After that was P.E. Played floorball haha it was ffunnnn!!! :D Freesbie's fun tooooo!! Opps. Idk if i spelt it correctly :x hehe.

Recess after that. Had class breakfast. (: Had the two recess combined together, so right after that was history~ WHEEEE~~!!! :D ahh, Mr Lee talked about the dropping of bombs. Damn sad. When they peel off the clothes=peeling of the skin. Damn. How pain is that. The whole lesson was summarised as "All are mean"- By Mr Lee, Royanne and Wen Xi. Everyone agreed. War, everything. gosh. Thankful for this peaceful world we are living in now. no more wars. (:

After that was LA. HA! Romeo and juliet!! Some nice book, classic! But its damn sad too. tragic. For more than half the lesson we watched this animated Romeo and Juliet (: nice. was talking with Wen Xi and Jere during the video but i did watch. The story's interesting. But sad. Very sad.

After LA Jere and I chionged to comp lab to submit our ICT thing. For mine the drawing thing can't work ohman. no lah, i think is my ICT skills too laoya hahaha. :b ICT spoils my eyesight. But i'm spoiling my eyesight too as i type thing haha. lame la me. After that met Lim Ping at canteen cox she was doing mrp thingy, then went to Serangoon, NEX! :D

Went to find the movie thingy, then we chionged all the way down to bu FOOD <3 hehehe. omgosh the food there is awesome tooo! (: Went there with Christine, Celeste and Ximin ytd too. (: Then after that we chionged all the way back up. Watched Captain America. Woah. The guy suddenly become very shuai. hahaha. And for a moment in the movie there was no sound, for like one second. I thought my ear got problem. cox i super scared, last time keep using ear piece oops :x hehe. After movie blah blah then went to walked around. mgmgmg. So MUCH CUTE STUFFS. going back there next week with Lim Ping to buy buy buy buy buy (: Then save money. (: wahahaha look and shop till super shiokkk!!!

Went to see if have stuffs to buy for my aunt too. My aunt's birthday's coming up. BUY PRESENT! :D And i think i was damn horrible as a little kid when i didn't know anything. Like... 7 years old? cox my aunt didn't let me play the ride at disney land in hk and i got angry. wa. haha when i was young. oops /: sheesh. omg sorry aunt. Sincerely, i thank you for everything <3 ILY!! (': Everything, through all these years!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (':

Yay. Going out with Jere and Valerine tmr! (:

So many times i wish nothing, nothing, nothing of all these happened at all. damn.

谁又能了解。

我可以放下面子放下自尊就因为我放不下你

2011-08-03T01:38:00.000-07:00

Wheee~ Blocks over!! :D

那一刻，很想和你说那时来不及说的话。可是，你还会在乎吗？我现在还有什么资格说。如果可以回到过去，我会挽留你。不管怎么样，都别各奔东西。我tm很想你。　

每当我们聊... 觉得很开心,开心到有点难过!!!

跌跌撞撞才明白许多

2011-07-30T02:32:00.000-07:00

Block coming up! Hafta finish geog by today and revise history for a while more!! Jiayoussss!!!!!

在分岔路口再怎么舍不得都要有人先走吗？我不要。

2011-07-27T04:38:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging for a whilleeee!! Ahhh. Block test are like next week. its like you know the urgency but you just can't sense it you can't concentrate. Boo ): Okay, gotta concentrate. Aiming to finish geog tonight!! Ah but i don't think I can now /: Aim tmr. Gosh jiayous man, mathhh shd be okay just revise again, physics revise again, LA revise a bit more, Chinese too. History and geog left...Jiayous!!! IM SUPPOSSED TO FINISH IT TODAY. AH!!!

2011-07-25T03:18:00.000-07:00

为什么又要跟我说这些话。如果你真的喜欢别人了，为什么还跟我说那些话让我更念念不忘让我更想念。

2011-07-23T22:38:00.001-07:00

2011-07-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

hahahahaaha (:

2011-07-18T07:46:00.001-07:00

我一边笑得疯了，一边哭得累了，

2011-07-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

Hmmm yesterday had DSA trails (: Went there, then did some hw too. Celeste told me alot alot of stuffs about the subject combination stuffs, and i think i'll most prolly take history and drop physics. Gosh i'm so happy, just think about the fact i won't have to study physics anymore. :D Great. I hope i can get in to that class, so i'm gonna buck up on my history now, like concentrate more on that. So i should stop slacking my butt off. I drew up a schedule but i never ever follow it. so sad right. haha (: I said i'd finish all my hw ytd but ended up talking and sort of highing with Celestetan!

Hahaha gosh we play play play all the songs, realised we know alot of songs in common. haha. and the lyrics of 下一个我 by Aaron Yan is so cool. But damn sad. Somehow it makes me think of idkwhowhateverishouldn'tevencare. Talked about some rubbish thing haha celestetan wanted to do it but we didn't do it in the end la, haha a bit bad :b

Didn't get any homework done in the end, partly cox i was talking and talking and listening to songs haaha and no mood to study/do hw. okay, i promise i will finish it by today and get started on some revision. gosh my history. plsplspls let me get into history class. :D

TALK ABOUT SOME IDKHOWTODESCRIBE THING TOO. but i won't even say hi. to that. person. anymore. so. awkward. and weird. and its too late to say anything now i think. its been like so long. haix. thinking about it i feel like some retarded. and asshole. haha if it's now i will say shi ya instead of mei you la. aiya. whatever la. (: shall forget about it.

Yay! Going for FOA with Christine and Ximin ltr (: okok, gtg soon! (: I think it will be very very nice!!

Oh, and alot of songs are damn sad. that's so sad. ):

2011-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

If you have teenzrpg, turn to page 39!! Powerful!! :D

I could use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

2011-07-10T03:38:00.000-07:00

Heh last night was not good. I laid in bed for 3 hours sneezing my nose off. ): So sad my nose. Got up at like 3am to take a panadol then finally fell asleep after like 15 minutes. (:
Did nothing much today, finished my LA poem, gotta go study for Chem and Math quiz tmrrr!! Okays, jiayous! :D Yay i may be working in the holidays~~~ Whooo. Must start saving money. So excited. I wanna watch my 7.30 show on Channel U :D nono, i think there's some nice show today at 7. Go on my tv soon :D Okay! Math!!! CHIONG AHH!!! :D

if you're standing on the same spot the whole while you'll always see the same sky, but no matter what, i just don't look up into the same sky as you

2011-07-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

Was supposed to wake up at 7.30am, but i woke up at 8 instead :b My mom sent me to my grandma house at around 9am :D Went down to swim for a while, then went up to eat breakfast (: After that watched tv with my aunts for a while. Heihei i love my aunts. They love me too! :D
After that went down to the study room to study (:
Did mathhhh! I guess it was quite productive, cox i don't really get any math done at home. I don't relaly like math. oops :b But i'll try to like it. (:

My aunt came at around 6.30pm after bringing my grandma to see the doctor. I pray that my grandma will be fine soon! (: My aunt bought Sakae Sushi for me heihei :D Both of us then sat at the poolside to eat our dinner (: Hmmm talk talk talk quite a bit, just random stuffs. Then my aunt asked about school...:X I seriously frankly thought i will be able to say it with indifference, maybe not, like maybe just not get too emotional anymore. My aunt shared with me the gospel again and God's words. I once again see things from a different perspective. My aunt told me, that, as long as i know that my conscience is clear, don't be afraid but tell people straight that i can sleep well. God knows everything that is happening, he is with us always, always. He knows everything even before we ask for his help. Before we tell him. He sees everything. we do not need to be afraid. As long as our conscience is clear, don't be afraid or get affected by what others say. Thanks Bigyiyi ((: I wanted to post some big rubbish out before that, sort of rebuking what was said back on the net. I didn't say anything about it but my aunt idk maybe she sort of read my mind or smth, told me that there wasn't the need to. Because God is with us. Who cares what other people say. God is with us. God knows.

I thank God for letting me know Him and come to Him. I'm glad i'm in a Christian family. (: Was suppossed to finish revising another chapter, but just couldn't concentrate anymore. So after my aunt went up, it was like 7.30pm, the sky was dark alr. Sat by the pool. Night view. Scenery. Haha haven done that in a long long time!! Went back tried doing some math. After that my parents called, said they were coming to pick me..like at around 8.30pm? So i went back up to my grandma house. (: Went back home after that. My family, is really important to me. All along, what have i always put at my first priority?? I question myself. Been thinking quite alot lately, so much stuffs happen. I see things from a different perspective, after having the gospel shared with me.

My aunt sent me a sms after that. (:
part of it was a poem.

God is in front of us,
to lead and to guide
God is beside us,
to comfort and to cheer,
God is around us, so why should we fear.

Another part was:
Matthew 11:28- Come to me all those who are heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take heart that our Lord is always with us and man cannot do anything to us. Take everything to God in pryaers and pray constantly!

Thanks Bigyiyi (:

I'll keep God's words in mind and heart.
I thank God for everything.
For the wonderful family I have.
For the wonderful friends I have.
For me, getting to know Him.

Tower of refuge and strength, i sing for joy at the work of Your hands

2011-07-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

Psalm 46:1-2

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the
Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed You, You would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed You most, have You not been there for me?”
The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”

STAY POSITIVE. NOW. :DDD
cuz' everything will be fine in the end ((:

Because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk,

2011-07-04T08:00:00.000-07:00

Whee!! Woke up at 7today, left house at around 7.30, reached my grandma house at around 8.30 (: Went down to swim for a while, feels great. Haven been swimming for a long time. Went up after that, had breakfast, watched the yi4 nan2 wang4 with my grandma! haha (: Hmm.. after that around 11.30 my aunt sent me to Yu Neng there cox shun lu (: Met Jocelyn and Clement there, then went opp ynps coffee shop there to eat. Opps. WE FORGOTTEN THAT TODAYS MONDAY AND THE MARKET IS CLOSE ): No nice chicken rice for us. So we ate ban2 mian!! Haha its so niceee! :DDD

After that walked to Aquarius (: Went to study room at clubhouse to study. Did math. Whooo, quite okay lah, quite productive i guess (: Cox usually i won't get anything done. cox its math. :b I'll work harder i promise. Clement went back to ynps to meet Chris halfway, then both of them came :D At around 4++ went out, slack for a while, haha then went back in to study. Around 4.30? Walked over to bedok Reservoir to run :D Haha long time never run so much, and with my primary school friends <3

After that, went back to studyroom for a while, blahblahblah, then Joce, Cle and Chri went home. Did some chinese before going up to my grandma house for dinner. My mom came to pick me up after that to go for tuition. Some stuffs happened. Idk but it makes me more determined to get better grades. Back home now. Hope my insomnia won't come back, at least not tonight.

I miss primary school days. it was so fun. nothing was complicated. i love my primary school friends. Thanks guys, Jocelyn <3, Clement, Christopher (:

2011-07-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

cox for your info, it sucks shyt for me. ihateit. my heart just turns into stone.
I seriously thought I could get over it, I thought i could handle it well but freakin shyt, i can't.

For we walk by faith, and not by sight,

2011-07-03T04:31:00.000-07:00

Indeed, so much has changed. I've been thinking alot lately.. I don't know what got into me, but those memories, the past, i keep reminising about them. We always say "ifs" and "ifs", but the fact is that, in life, there's no "ifs", and this is what we all know and admit- something we all have to admit.

Woke up at 9.30am today, thought that I missed service cox i usually sleep like a pig till my mom wakes me up. But was still early (: Left for church at 10++am. Today's sermon was kind of cheem, don't really understand..Book of Romans. Have to read more(: According to Pastor Jason this is one of the most impt chapt in the bible.
Hmmm, after Church, met my Grandma and aunts outside the service hall, then went to Hai-Tian-Lo at Marina sands there. Hooohooo its on the 36 storey!! :D I like taking the evalator up. Ordered a few dim sum first, after like a while my cousin came. The food was awesome haha, but alot of ah-ge-no-mo-to, okay i dk how to spell it, but its being pronounced this way :b I LOVE THE WASABI PRAWN (Y) <3

After lunch, my grandma, aunts and us went around shopping for my Brother haha his belated birthday presents. So i just tagged along. My Third aunt went too xD While my aunts, mom, and bro was choosing the clothes haha my thrid aunt shared with me the gospel and told me much more about Jesus. Really thankful for that. I like talking to my third aunt (: Usually after talking to my third aunt i'll feel better, mainly because i get to know Jesus more. I love my third aunt hehe ;D Been shared with alot of things, makes me think, more about everything. My attitude towards life, my lifestyle, what i've done since i've become a Christian, what changes have i made to my life? Did i always place Jesus as my priority? Did I? Been reflecting alot, and will continue to do so. I pray that Jesus will guide me. (': My aunt shared with me that, no matter what, just remember God's word, keep it in heart. Do for the sake of Jesus, like how its hard to love your enemies. I said that its really hard, but i'm really trying. With Jesus all things are possible. "For we walk by faith, and not by sight"- some quote i read from my phone app.

Halfway went to buy Anderson ice-cream. YUMMY!! :D Hahaha, love eating ice cream :b After that continue to tag along, shopping for my brother's stuff. I remember when i was young i would like be super wts why am i following when its buying of my bro's stuff. But i don't do that now. In fact I think i enjoy it quite a bit. Haha i guess i have grown up. LOL :b Its always good to look at things from another angle. Sometimes, its really hard. Sometimes, no matter from which angle you look from, you still see the same thing. But perhaps...idk.

Hmm after that we left Marina. (: Sent my brother home, then my mom and i went to IMM to get some stuffs. Went to Watson to buy some stuffs, then to GIANT. (: Wanted to buy milk. but goodness. so rubbish. they don't have milk for adults?! only for babies!! ): So i couldn't get my milk. ): haha. After that went to buy fruits. I chose my own fruits from the whole dui1 of fruits!! ((: And it struck me, how long have it been since i've done this. How long have it been since i've went to the supermarket with my mom for so long enjoying every minute of it. Since when. how long. What have i been doing all these days, all these months, all these years. training. That's how my Sundays are always gone, just like that. Maybe the "injury" on my neck/shoulder isn't really a bad thing. I get to sort of take a break from that routine, that tiring routine i once loved so much. But some things have changed. I hope my passion won't change. I'm quite sure it won't. But what's swaying. What's swaying? More to reflect on hah.

I've enjoyed today. I like it this way. Thinking about it, I feel guilty. I ought to be. I haven been spending enough time with my family. Training was my first priority. All along. Since when, since primary 5? My third aunt said that I should, no, i must put God before my training. Guilty. What have i been doing. Putting training above everything else. Even God, at times. Guilty. I ought to feel that. I won't do that. At least not anymore, I'll try my very best not to. God's first. My first priority. I love my family. I like family time. I like family bonding. How long was it since i done that. goodness me. what have i been doing all these time. I'm sorry.
I'm thankful for everything, even everything that has happened. All those, made me stronger, though it hurts quite abit. I'm thankful for my true friends around me. I'm thankful for my family. I'm thankful for having God with me. ((: Thank you, guys (':

" All these, this pile of shit. " -Annonymous

2011-07-01T19:07:00.001-07:00

你tmd不止伤了我而且伤得很深。
Can disappointment or some idk what feeling turn to anger..? Ahhhh!!

is the sun lost, all i see is darkness,

2011-07-01T15:17:00.000-07:00

Today's funfair!! (: But this year's one kinda boring. Last year's one superb!! If only every year there'll be this funfair that is also opened to public! ): I miss last yr's big big slide!! Anw, reached school at around 7.10, then Lim Ping taught me how to do the math question, chionged, after Assembly went to put in Ms Yvonne's pigeon hole (: Phew. I'm always damn happy when i'm able to strike something of my "To-do" list in my phone!! Hahahaha great, had that striked off (: Now my list's shorter.

Went down after that, set up our stall and stuffs. Oh yah, we got our new class tee today!! haha heng ah i ordered S size, got a xs size, if not my shirt will be some super mega big shirt :b Lim Ping and my shift was like at 10.0am, but our class bubble tea sold out in like half an hour hahaha cool right!! so we didn't have to do our shifts :D Our stall was close like super early (: Went to walk around the school with Steph and Yuen Teng, then after that went to find Lim Ping. Haha actl i also didn't know what we did just random stuffs. Went to the track there, then went to swing. Ahhhh...last yr that whole place was super crowded with the big slides and stuffs, but this year its so empty /: slacked at the pavillion there for a while, then went back.

And And And, Lim Ping, Yue Qing, Jiaxin and i went to the haunted hosue. There was like so many, i think like 3 or 4 different haunted house. And i think we went to the least scariest of all one, but idk what happen to me hahaha i just screamed and screamed and the rest was like laughing like mad at me. ): hahaha but it was so fun and funny xD blahblahblah did quite a number of things there la! (:

Hmmm, after that went to take the photograph thingy with Lim Ping (: We waited for like super long to get our photos, like we were the last one to get it, so the people there say the give us one photo for free hehe xD So each of us had one each :D So cute, we were hugging the cute penguins ;D After that chionged up to the hall, closure and stuffs. (:
Went to the busstop with Ching Ying and Yue Qing, saw Ximin there!! :D
Went home after that. and mgmgmg i saw a cockraoch when i went home. AHHHH. damn scary :O i trapped it. But i kept it alive. so nice right. wait for my dad to come back!!!!! so scared. :b
Haha okay, posted 2 posts today!! Gotta go study! :D Jiayous!

When images become inadequate i shall be content with silence

2011-07-01T15:00:00.000-07:00

Whoohooo! Yesterday was really really fun! :D After school Celeste's mom fetch us (Celeste, Ximin and me) to Cel's house! (: Went up to bathe, then sat on the bed and talk talk talk hahaha :b Cel and her mom were hilarious! xD Not long later went down to eat lunch. lunch=(Y) The food was awesome! :D Celeste ate like idk 7 chicken drumsticks, we counted!! :O HAHA! After that we kept on sitting at the dining table and talk talk talk again :b We were suppossed to study!! But we didn't in the end :p At like 5.30 wanted to watch City Hunter together but no time alr, needa go for tt! (: Time past really really fast yesterday!

At around 6, Cel's mom fetch us to TPY to play table tennis ;D We chionged all the way into the arcade. ITS DAMN CHEAP>>> one game 40cents!! normal arcade one game $1++ man. haha and i went to changed my money into 20cents 20cents in the school bookshop just to play the arcade (; goodness and i saw Wu Tianlai jiaolian!! blehbleh, a bit awkward! :X Anw yep, then we went up to play tt after that. Ximin and I couldn't really play at first like abit guai guai hehe but after that it was okay la i guess (; Then xm and i doubled and played against Cel and her mom! :D we played till like 8++pm? then we rested, hahaha talked about some hilarious stuffs ( C and XM what see black crow -.- ) ): hahaha after that around like 8.30 Xm and i left (:

We walked out to buy KOI, then went to More Than Words to buy birthday present for my brother :D Hahaha i bought a piglet for him! Its so cute!! After that went to bus interchange, took 157 back with Ximin (:
I put the piggy and a note on my brother's bed and tagged him on fb haha! okay i'm damn happy ytd :D HAHAHA i think my bro's touched ;D Stayed up to do Math TR worksheet 1 blehbleh ): then went to sleep! so happy my insomnia is gone (: COOL MAN!!!

CELESTETAN TANXIMIN CHRISTINEWONG <3

you lied your way to heartbreak now its all too clear,

2011-06-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

shaking with memories. Idk if its better if i'm without that, those of with you. But if that image, those memories could stay the same..looking back it was all so easy.

anyway just spam smileys cuz' maybe that would make everything better. For once. once. i actually thought it would make everything better.

Gave it my all but it got thrown right down the trash.

maybe all those hardwork was futile.

hahahahaha ((: yeah just like that, and everything will be fine. (: i guess.

try it, see how much it hurts. its what you do that makes it so hurtful. It was what we once were that makes it so hurtful. Friends. Do you even feel it? lol who am i to say that. were we even friends. did you even treated me as a friend, as your friend? maybe perhaps for even a second? A second. Too much to ask for hah? or am i exaggerating.

you don't give a damn. What did you do???

一层一层慢慢被揭发。一下一下让我知道让我看得更清楚。

How impossible to stop that freaking tear from dropping. hahaha i hate it. i hate what you did. i freaking hate what you did. i admit it. and how i hate how i trusted you and you made me a fool, a fool believing all your lies. how i hate you back-stabbed me in the back.

rofl laugh at my stupidity, at my idioti-city. ( if there is even such a word )

sorry i can't help it i can't say it with indifference.

once friends.

we were once friends. damn.

idk if i'm angry or sad or what or freaking hurt. or maybe disappointed. lmao.

连我自己也搞不清楚。